Apa sih cinta?

I don't think you and me will have any story whatsoever I don't think you and will be more cloSe than we are now I don't think we will be friend, ever... I think all we are is just too slow I am... thinking of you ever since I saw you That first day of work, when I can't stop looking at you. I am... Wanting to get to know you more Like a child wanting a candy so bad... But I think our chemistry is like those of water and oil. However close we are, one of us keep separating from the other. Sad, when I realize these things. But please understand, that I've had enough of failure in love and in life that I'm too careful to choose who will be standing besides me. Sad, that its supposedly being not you. Sad, that I still haven't found my peer. I'm sorry, that this is where we stop when we haven't even start. All my best to you... Just keep focusing... I'll see you around, bi.. .

If ever youre reading this Let this be a memory for us both How we have tried to make it work. How we both giving up on the first tidal wave. This is not a reminder of how we both are too stubborn. This is not a reminder of how we did not trust each other. This is not a reminder of how we both are too selfish to be together This is not a reminder of how silly we are when we dont try harder to be better. Maybe it was me.. May be it was you.. Or maybe it was them... Or perhaps it was the world. For whatever its worth,, i just want you to know That this is to remind us that we have to be better. Maybe not for me or for you. But, for whoever that is worth for our love. And i still hope it would be you to hold my hand in matrimony. Missed you, h. ^_^

Aku merindukan mu Wahai kenari yang dulu kulepaskan Aku masih mengingatmu Betapa manis hari hari saat bersamamu Seperti manisnya namamu Pernah kau ubah kenyataan pahitku Menjadi keindahan dengan senyummu Menjadi harapan dengan hangat pelukanmu Semalam aku melihatmu Sekilas... berharap engkau masih milikku. Menyisakan kesempatan untuk maafku yang telah melepasmu Dengan air mata engkau dan aku terpisah Manis senyumanmu masih hangat terasa wahai sang kenari. Walau tersungging dalam pelukan pilihan barumu. Masih aku merindumu. Dengan manis kehangatan dibalik namamu. Kuharap engkau bisa menetap disana dengan nya. Masih sayang, htl...