Apa sih cinta?

I just wanna sing with a dry throat with nothing to shout and nothing to say I just wanna cry in the dried tears with the sadness i cannot describe and paint The canvas lost in emptiness The palete scrambled in colors The brush died The feeling shed I shout to the heaven and sky falling rain I shout to the ocean and storm answers Where are you i cannot reach Where are the hopes you brought away? I miss you yet you just keep on smiling In the silence of your days In the emptiness of your look In the happiness of death heaven sent you I scream echos cried your name I'm down on my knee you will never come back I will find other, still you will never come back

bila rasa sudah berlalu kau dan aku berlari dalam waktu hanya kenangan yang menunggu di ujung jalan yang akan kita lalui sendiri-sendiri bila indah cinta mencari kebabasan kau dan aku bertanya dalam jawaban pertanyaan-pertanyaan untuk sebuah alasan hilang sudah kepercayaan cuma sisa apa yang dulu menjadi harapan milik kita kemarin bila ini cuma permainan akan mudah untuk kita melupakan tak perlu mencari kemenangan mudah untuk hadapi perpisahan cukup sudah kepedihan ini akhir kebahagiaan untuk kita renungkan jangan pernah lupakan

Urevealed the truths, it's painful You've cracked the nuts, all is dull Don't ask me why, cause the leaves has fallen We have tried to fly, wings broken Ain't no future, its all fading away Ain't no past, we've been stuck in the momment Ain't no tears, eveything now clear Ain't no smile, we just too pale Leave me, and its all gone Stay with me, there is nothing We were fighting for nothing And nothing is gone leave me with nothing, leave with nothing So this is it

Forget the beautiful melodies you wanted to hear Cause there is no magnificent symphony i know Forget the heartrobing words you've been waiting Cause there is no amazing words I will say All I see is your face and all i know is your name All I want is you and all i've been hoping is your smile That ain't a beautiful melodies nor a rhyme I don't need that to admire you I don't need that to adore you All I see Is you that i found in me All I hear is what you tell me So thats what you are to me The soul that i've found all my live And this is me The soul that wanting to be you Despite every beauty You are the beauty that i see

Malam ini dibalik kerudung kesendirian aku merasakan pedih itu lagi. Percikan-percikan rindu, amarah, gelisah menyatu di relung ini. Berkumpul, mendesak ingin mencari pintu yang tak pernah ada. Dan aku menulis dibalik sunyi ini. Kata-kata yang ada tanpa arti. Semua seakan menemani mencoba jadikan ramai tanpa arti. Kemana sisa-sisa tawa yang kemarin kulihat? Kemana sisa-sisa tangis yang kemarin masih melukai? Muak, dengki, rindu, cinta, benci hilang tak lagi berbatas. Ini cerita yang habis lalu tak pernah tuntas. Kemana ceria yang dibawanya kemarin saat dia datang? Kemana tangis yang ada karena rindu akan dia tak mau hilang? Begini atau begitu akhir yang tersedia. Pilihkan untukku racun yang paling pahit, paling menjijikkan dan paling mematikan biar semua berakhir. Tak terhempas dan tak terangkat cuma tergantung hanya indah bila neraka adalah bahagia. Tusuk kan samurai itu menembus perutku dan akhiri semua. Jangan tinggalkan aku di ruang tunggu yang pintu kirinya surga dan pint...

Good morrow, o ol' sun Good morrow, o fair lady shine me with thy brightness shine me with thy happiness Another day is comming and my heart still missing every single beat of my mine still the thought of loving you keep fill Good morrow, O beauty love my steps shall driven by you my smile shall brought by thoughts of loving you without reply I still able to love and without reply shall not make a problems for true love shall let you choose your choice for not loving me is enough my side only love Good morrow, O love thanks for visiting my world lovely thoughts you have brought the beauty of you have enough to make the life of all the flowers bloom to make the love fools smile without the need to be loved anymore O let there a smile in every face for i love is what it takes I love you, Most

There you go, brings all the tears with you. Scrambled in the moment, it cracks you down. Wishing it was not me who say it. Leading my mind with hallucinnations and I'm stumbled on you. Trying to understand you, but I crushed you when I dig. Its like singing with the wrong tone. laughing for the missery. And I did you wrong, and I did all for you. Don't even know what am doing. O stupidity of love...

Touch me oh dearly lady! Feel this is fiction thou have given. Flying around in the outer limit of the sanity. Rescue me, O fair lady, as I'm floating between fiction and thruth, between madness and sane. Sunk in the fallacy of this unreal sanity. What I want is to feel thy softest palm as it slowly and gently trace the source of this insanity through my chest. What I want is for thee to unchain this reality which hiding beneath your heart. What I want is to understand the secrecy, sacredness of thy love. What I want.....shalt thee understand it? As I am through with my journey, I realized it won't end without you. It cant! It won't! I won't! O sweetness of thee, it is my prayers, under on bended knees, lay up to heaven, Thou shalt release me, uncrucified me. Willst I drowned in emptiness of failed heart, I shalt perish. Touch me, and share thy love with me, as we step our day in felicity, as thy want become mine, it has been what i want.

Here I am, Can't thou see me? Won't you look at me? Won't you hear my voices calling? Won't you try I shout, I mad, I scream You just don't give a damn You stood still Like I'm not here at all Or maybe I am? Or perhaps I shouldn't? Here I am Have done something stupid Something I shouldn't do Shouldn't I knock that locked heart Not this time Though I love you soo Though I need you soo Though you have been my favourite drug Shall I not be with you And at this point This is what i want that you want If i may put happiness in you It is not me, it is him that shall do It is to lose you will makes me happy now For you are happy only because of him For me to be happy to see you do So shall I touch emptiness If emptiness for me are thy happiness So shall I shed a tears If your happiness is not my tears I shall make you happy Love you, Most

I place my mind in the corner, right where it can be alone, alone where it can just disapear. For I am unable to have. It is what I supposed not to own If I may cry, I would. Please let it be rain. Falls upon this feeling, you have introduced me to this form of feelings. Let it be rain of joyfulness, its my heart's joyrides for the first time. If I may spoken, please let me... My mouth shuts, my heart beat breaks the silence, my thoughts are affraid. I'm scared, I'm restless, and now I'm about to wounds. We stepped to this land. Where I should not brought you, where you shall not presence. Why? Lady, it is you who open up my path, you who show my path, so does you who rings this feelings. If I say I care for you, will you care for me? If the words of love sprung through my heart, would you share love to me? If my hearts wants you, can we be the longest of all the world may have? If...my heart...if.... I can wait forever. But I won't wait forever to sp...

I lay awake, mute I write a note, haze I cried ain't no tear I'm numb

Crushed, my mind bended. Pinned, I'm at the end of the game lastly, I'm thanking her for everything For the time For the jokes for the stories For all you've done And its been a good will It is enough for me just to see you by the end of the day Just to laugh with you on the fiction of the wires Just to do crazy things inside our own wind And let all the things by A fair condition in a just momment I like to be this way not commited to any promises nor a thin air of broken hearted Still you are the most I love you, Most

Should I state defender? When I, my self understand the guilt I overrun. All is done, is done. Should she know the pain? Of not knowing when you cast away the one you needed most. She flew away where the wind blows. Fly where it wants her to follow. As i may lose her now, I may lose her then Untill those winds passes me by I'm glad I have been given a chance to feel her Feel a friend who will never left after she's gone Yet, i'll be here waiting For windy day to sway me away As I have sway another in a way or another.