For you who have gone

Should I state defender?
When I, my self understand the guilt I overrun.
All is done, is done.
Should she know the pain?
Of not knowing when you cast away the one you needed most.
She flew away where the wind blows.
Fly where it wants her to follow.
As i may lose her now,
I may lose her then
Untill those winds passes me by
I'm glad I have been given a chance to feel her
Feel a friend who will never left after she's gone
Yet, i'll be here waiting
For windy day to sway me away
As I have sway another in a way or another.