Apa sih cinta?

Urevealed the truths, it's painful You've cracked the nuts, all is dull Don't ask me why, cause the leaves has fallen We have tried to fly, wings broken Ain't no future, its all fading away Ain't no past, we've been stuck in the momment Ain't no tears, eveything now clear Ain't no smile, we just too pale Leave me, and its all gone Stay with me, there is nothing We were fighting for nothing And nothing is gone leave me with nothing, leave with nothing So this is it

Forget the beautiful melodies you wanted to hear Cause there is no magnificent symphony i know Forget the heartrobing words you've been waiting Cause there is no amazing words I will say All I see is your face and all i know is your name All I want is you and all i've been hoping is your smile That ain't a beautiful melodies nor a rhyme I don't need that to admire you I don't need that to adore you All I see Is you that i found in me All I hear is what you tell me So thats what you are to me The soul that i've found all my live And this is me The soul that wanting to be you Despite every beauty You are the beauty that i see

Malam ini dibalik kerudung kesendirian aku merasakan pedih itu lagi. Percikan-percikan rindu, amarah, gelisah menyatu di relung ini. Berkumpul, mendesak ingin mencari pintu yang tak pernah ada. Dan aku menulis dibalik sunyi ini. Kata-kata yang ada tanpa arti. Semua seakan menemani mencoba jadikan ramai tanpa arti. Kemana sisa-sisa tawa yang kemarin kulihat? Kemana sisa-sisa tangis yang kemarin masih melukai? Muak, dengki, rindu, cinta, benci hilang tak lagi berbatas. Ini cerita yang habis lalu tak pernah tuntas. Kemana ceria yang dibawanya kemarin saat dia datang? Kemana tangis yang ada karena rindu akan dia tak mau hilang? Begini atau begitu akhir yang tersedia. Pilihkan untukku racun yang paling pahit, paling menjijikkan dan paling mematikan biar semua berakhir. Tak terhempas dan tak terangkat cuma tergantung hanya indah bila neraka adalah bahagia. Tusuk kan samurai itu menembus perutku dan akhiri semua. Jangan tinggalkan aku di ruang tunggu yang pintu kirinya surga dan pint...